Lost in my thoughts, dazed and careening
Trying to mingle words into meaning
Searching for that one true gleaming
Shielding my thoughts from my minds own scheming
Keeping the past from intervening
As I step into my souls own dreaming
Cautiously, into my thoughts I go seeking
But this delirium is ever increasing
Fervently I pray but there is no releasing
Night after night the voices are screaming
Doleful words that bare no repeating
Time after time for silence I'm pleading
In the dark, on the floor I am kneeling
Trying to find a heart worth redeeming
Yet can never reveal my own heart's bleeding