choices made, and long since past
haunt me now and then atlast
when least expected, choices made
meet with the present, a price to be paid.
I ask myself how could this be
I did not know i did not see
i was too young to understand,
I know this now, i know first hand
but that was then and this is now
I want to fix it but dont know how
but the choice was made and that is clear
its the conciquences that i fear
the guilt weighs heavy on my heart
to make amends i must now start
i cannot fix the error of my ways
and i'll live with that til the end of my days
I ask not for pity or forgiveness the same
for i know it was i, i was to blame
my choices were made and now i will see
what fate has descided, descided for me