I feel a ball,
In the middle of my soul.
I can't feel an emotion,
So many thoughts rolled into one.
Too many emotions,
To pick just one.
This emotion I feel,
Has no word.
It is not love,
It is not hate.
Itis not fear,
It is not joy.
It is not embarrassment,
It is not relief.
What do I call this?
It isn't even an emotion...