This shattered mess
that you see
is everything that’s become of me
nothing left but shallow hopes
nothing left but shattered dreams
its everything that you can see
i try so hard to hide it all
so that you don’t have to worry all
I lock my feelings away in my heart
just so that nothing will fall apart
I make myself numb
so nothing else can hurt
i walk along the edge
as death is a flirt
looks so good
causes pain
want it bad
but nothing to gain
i see so much
but i do feel nothing
all that I cannot hide
brings the urge of suicide
i fight this urge
so to not commit my demise
nothing at gain
nothing to prevail
this shattered mess
is all that’s left
all that’s left for all to see