I hate to start things with "I get it now"
But since my ignorance has bloomed
to understand the stupid that is you
I think that I get it now.
Forcibly I set u up high
Unwittingly praising your shadow
Idiosyncratic sensibilities
that makes my love turn to panic
I cannot rhyme
I cannot sing
I dare not wish for better things
because i will wish alone
as i now dream alone.
my foolish desires make me retch
that constant fire is now quenched
a thirst i no longer have for you
this is what u made me do.
I feel so much in this moment
about a nothing that isn't at all
you've drained my smiles
you've made me cry
by being so damn... cold.
I probably expect too much from you
and you expect less of me
and that is what you'll get my love
my once love
my only nothing that drifts away.
a void of anger instilled in place
to chide the stranger of yor face
the waiting call of lovers speech
is now completely out of reach
i mirror a past of broken hearts
founded on sand like banks of easy tarts
that let canadians in their bed at night
till like a bat they flee the light
I'm stupid
you suck
and I'm no longer yours to fuck.