i admit i almost want to go crazy;
i admit the stresses i put on myself;
i admit my sometimes death-wish lacks reason;
i admit my need for calmness and soothing,
but,once i have set foot back on dearest earth,
i bounce back up like a trampoline jumper.
To be free of this is a consummation
devoutly to be wished, so wanted by me.
i can't do it alone, so i need your help;
i can't do it at all, so i need your care.
Aye, the only one who can do it is you.
Send me where you will; give what is so needed;
if i struggle, do it anyway! It is
all my mind can freely ask for as of now.
my fate is sealed, e'en if i can't see it
nor foresee the future of anything.
Or take what's yours and bury the rest;
it was always there but never the best.
So in the end just to say, here i shall be -
act out your desires, deals, and plans on me.