I wish you'd more than sit and drink;
it's getting really hard to think.
I'm sorry if I disturbed your focus.
You have. I can't even think what to say.
Say something to bring laughs to us.
I can't find a thing, though I wish I may.
Will you be able again to think,
or should I continue to sit and drink?
I know not when thought may return,
though to focus on studies I do yearn.
There's almost a glimmer of sadness
shining through the mind's emptiness
that almost makes my loss bearable,
but the loss still is terrible.
My studies I dearly long to continue.
Maybe the focus I need is somewhere in you.