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I have went through this life , searching for my pupose to survive each day ..And yet I still have not came to a conclusion on what that purpose is..But I did find a purpose to keep going forward even when I feel my life will not get better . My life is not filled with riches , nice cars , updated home , extra money to buy whatever it is small or big ..I live paycheck to paycheck just like most in this country .I do not have the brightess smile, the pretty face , the smartest wit , or catchy comebacks .I have some book smarts , I have common sense , street smarts and I know enough to get me by in life . I may preceed in life thinking that something good has to come along .
But something good has came to my life twice actually , well three times .My husband whom I call my knight , he has helped me through alot , he is their for me when I need , he provides for me and his children .He has been their like no other person.And I am thankful and greatful for having a wonderful man such as him .
But the other two things I talk about are my children Remi and Matt .They have put a whole new meaning to life to my life.They are who I live for, fight for , and they are who taught me the true meaning of unconditional love. They changed me , they gave me and still give me light on my darkest days, they put a smile on my face even when I am at my lowest . For them I work hard , for them I care for, for them I turned myself around .If I would have not been blessed with my angels , I would not be here right now , I would be dead from taking my own life . They helped me through my depression better than any pill .They showed me a whole new meaning to life . I am greatful that God has blessed me, trusted me with these precious souls , the innocence of their minds and lives . They are my purpose to go on , they are my purpose to stay strong , they are my everything and always will be .