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deep within. damn this feeling I can not shake ,
this life of mine I am about to take .
wondering if I would be missed ,
hopeing for that last kiss .
I try to stay strong ,and feel as if I belong
Living this life I feel it is wrong .
About to say my last goodbyes ,
as I look into my loved ones eyes .
I give no warning no sign at all ,
for my number they came to call .
I will leave this pain all behind ,
for the light I will not find .
Taken your own life is immortal sin,
I have done many where to begin .
I have said my last goodbyes,
I hurry off so they do not see me cry .
I have my choices on how to go ,
swallow pills or my brain I blow .
I have failed with swallowing pills,
rushed to the hospital was a thrill .
I believe I will go another route ,
I get my gun and the bullets out .
All I need is that lucky one ,
for my life to be over and done .
I load the chamber as I pray ,
just thinking of a wonderful day .
where have those days gone to ,
I wonder before I take the gun and shoot .
Tears trickle down my cheek and off my chin ,
as I pray for forgiviness of this sin .
One last look to the sky , it is crisp , clear and blue ,
God forgive me for what i am about to do .
I take the gun in my hand and pull it up ,
I take the gun closer to my head eyes crying tightly shut .
I feel the cold barrel against my head ,
their is no coming back I will surley be dead .
Goodbye cruel world , goodbye to all ,
for this is my number they came to call .
Its hard to be strong
Great write and deep. believe it or not I have been in you shoes and had my battles. Life is hard and an unbeaten path, worst for some than others.
Hold your head up high; catch the rain drops falling from the sky.
Feel the warmth off the sun when another day’s hard work is done. Enjoy the leaf's blowing across the green grass; time will pass by so fast.
Inhale the fresh clean smell after the rain fall; it is another beautiful day after all
There are always better days to come, the key is to look forward to getting the worst days done.
Keep penning
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Thank You
Thank you for your beatiful words of courage . I am deep within my darkest days and I am trying to find many ways . Many ways to escape these feelings and my life with all these dealings . Thank you again ..
you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......
-Trouble Doesn't Last Always-
~ This poem was sad and very emotional. -- I almost cried---
I could feel the emotion, hurt, and pain in the poem.
--- BUT Just KEEP HAVING FAITH IN GOD AND LEAN ON HIM MORE.. TRUST HIM, LEARN MORE ABOUT HIM
AND I'M SURE HE'LL Help you.
No matter how hard life gets... you have to keep pushing through the trials and tribulations.
CHERISH YOUR LIFE. IT''S A BEAUTIFUL GIFT that was given to all people... and don't take that away.-- :)
~ I'll remember this poem as I say my prayers later tonight --that's a good thing -- :)