Innocence Lost

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Depression

a frown ultimately breaks a heart.

i never ever want to see you cry, dont you dare let those emotions take root in your beautiful soul.

do you understand? can you grasp the concept that i offer to you tonight? do you want to take a glimpse into my world?

do you want to see what i see? do you want to know what i know? can you handle it? can you?

listen, love.

do you wish to see the demons in my dreams that shove these question marks into my ears?

knowing that the questions will force themselves deeper and deeper

until acid tears force thier way down my face, creating trenches forever visible

maybe not to you, but to me. my mirror reflects the horrible image of pure intentions

twisted and broken until they slice my wrists and hold me down as my heart writhes in anger.

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, but the heart is physically just a muscle

that tires when it is abused, neglected, and hidden from the outside world.

blood sweat and tears make no difference when your world is nothing but rain.

or do they? do i hold the power to change my fate? should i?

or should i just say fuck the world, and embrace the one emotion that erases every flicker of happiness and kills every ray of light?

apathy is just a step into the dark side. the world of twisted trees and tornado skies, where hatred and suicide awaits you around every corner.

where demons discuss your troubles and laugh among themselves, awaiting that crucial moment

the one where your eyelids drop like the sun from a blazing sky, where you enter a world of uncertainty and pain.

it is there that they fill my feeble mind with wicked scenes of the most painful suicide,

it is there that they shove those awful questions into my ears.

it is here that i lose my innocence.

i never ever want to see you cry.

do you understand, love?

misery certainly weakens a smile.

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