smile now
dont let them see whats inside
push it down
farther, so much farther down
dont let them see it, cant let them see it
they'll never know if you keep these tears encased in darkness
keep those cries muffled in pillows
keep those screams oh so silent
shut the door so they wont wake
open your eyes
tell them you'll be ok
dont mention the hurt
dont mention the monster inside
it smiles and decieves, dont let them see
just get through tonight
its eating you alive, i know, i know
grin and bear it
keep the scars from reaching the surface
dont you want to see him smile?
you're hurting him, dont be so selfish
dont let him see the tears
love him like he loves you, be good for him
you'll get through this,
its not all that bad
(keep telling yourself that)
these thoughts spill from the mouths of your demons
(and you thought you'd made a friend)
you know they just want to break you some more
even when you're laying there not breathing
they just laugh, they keep pulling you down
they'll never be satisfied
they'll always keep pulling, pulling, dont you see?
but hush now child
stop, they're gonna hear you
push it down, dont let it show
and let it go tonight