sitting in my room again
with this pad and pen
thinking of these things again
but they wont matter in the end
ive found out so much recently
things that tear me apart
things that stain these pages
things that break my heart
i want to say im sorry to her
for not always being there
i didnt know what she was going through
i swear i honestly care
i just hope its not too late
i cant lose another friend
ive lost so many recently
will you be there in the end?
i wanna say goodbye
to the one that i fear
the one who has rejected me
the one who brought these tears
daddy im sorry
so sorry for who ive come to be
im sorry but i wont change
could you love me for me?
you're still the best friend
that ive ever had
it hurts so much to lose you
please say you hurt this bad
please say that you're sorry
and that you didnt mean those things
you're sorry for the tears ive cried
and the pain that all of this brings
i was always daddys little girl
the one of which you were proud
do you know how much i love you?
its gonna be hard with you not around
did you know that i break down
everytime you look away?
you break me with your piercing eyes
and these wicked games you play
im just so confused
and these voices in my head
they tell me that im worthless
that id be better off dead
megs im sorry dont ever be sorry its not your fault this broke my tiny heart
i want to say im sorry to her
for not always being there
i didnt know what she was going through
i swear i honestly care
i just hope its not too late
i cant lose another friend
ive lost so many recently
will you be there in the end?
i swear ill be there in the end for you. and you dont need to worry about me ill take care of me ans you. you'll never lose me and ill never lose you i wont let you. please dont ever feel that way again. i love you megs and always will because you helped me i wish i could say the same about Chris but he'll get all werided out. hes helped me just as much as you have i only wish i could return the favor. please just dont leave me thats all i ask.