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sitting in my room again

with this pad and pen

thinking of these things again

but they wont matter in the end



ive found out so much recently

things that tear me apart

things that stain these pages

things that break my heart



i want to say im sorry to her

for not always being there

i didnt know what she was going through

i swear i honestly care



i just hope its not too late

i cant lose another friend

ive lost so many recently

will you be there in the end?



i wanna say goodbye

to the one that i fear

the one who has rejected me

the one who brought these tears



daddy im sorry

so sorry for who ive come to be

im sorry but i wont change

could you love me for me?



you're still the best friend

that ive ever had

it hurts so much to lose you

please say you hurt this bad



please say that you're sorry

and that you didnt mean those things

you're sorry for the tears ive cried

and the pain that all of this brings



i was always daddys little girl

the one of which you were proud

do you know how much i love you?

its gonna be hard with you not around



did you know that i break down

everytime you look away?

you break me with your piercing eyes

and these wicked games you play



im just so confused

and these voices in my head

they tell me that im worthless

that id be better off dead


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megs im sorry dont ever be sorry its not your fault this broke my tiny heart

i want to say im sorry to her
for not always being there
i didnt know what she was going through
i swear i honestly care

i just hope its not too late
i cant lose another friend
ive lost so many recently
will you be there in the end?

i swear ill be there in the end for you. and you dont need to worry about me ill take care of me ans you. you'll never lose me and ill never lose you i wont let you. please dont ever feel that way again. i love you megs and always will because you helped me i wish i could say the same about Chris but he'll get all werided out. hes helped me just as much as you have i only wish i could return the favor. please just dont leave me thats all i ask.