Suffering Through Ashes

Strong scent of ashes spread on the ground

Bits and pieces of a scorched heart, collapsed from rapid pounds

Beat after beat until the rhythm grew faster and a sudden burst of fire let out the torment of my pain

Flying down the earth where I started this senseless hopeful lie

Waiting for my heart to form back together again

You paid a big price for this construction

Too many pieces to mend

I guess there weren’t many easy exits to find

But now I am trapped by too many hurtful words and frowns

I feel it still

Like I’m waiting for something

But I go to see you

And I find nothing

You’re still in my head

Like I can still dream of you

But I go to think about it

And I remembered all that you do

Screaming for something I can’t comprehend

Hoping for something that is pretend

Wishing for something to come my way

Knowing maybe you’ll come back someday

But why do I want you

I don’t know

For some reason

This broken heart won’t let you go

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