Chapter Two
Sister leaves at sixteen
Saddened
She was my teacher
Protector
Me and middle child lost with no direction
I turned to the bible, but still didn’t understand
I took the beat downs and flip it
Because after this and street thug was child’s play
Since it be free
I took up the art of smoking j’s
Smokey haze was quite a muse to spit rhymes
Late night held in a cell accused of sex crimes
Cause cous had a bunch of unteens in my house
Was cleared in a couple of hours
Life was over for a couple of hours
Eyes red in a couple of hours
I decided to baptize myself with knowledge for hours
Through me must run the blood of a slave
Jim crow relative
I decided I could over come
Schools starting to call for me to attend
Conferences scheduled but none I’d attend
At least I ended up with a friend once I got to high school
No one else in the line made it there
Here is where mind is becoming defined now
Please not because of the books
Inner city schools are run by crooks
See the street hustle calls me but the lines disconnected
I got at job at pop eyes
Now my check he eyes
“ You got to pay you way”
Shit and who’s way are you paying
The welfare line my mom stay in
So I should send my check to them
Of course more than once I plotted to kill
But I remembered THOU SHALT NOT
Finally I had coins to create cleans close and found out
Health centers cleaned teeth
Hey shorty what’s your name?
Finally emerged my from lips
And she dug me
Like thaaaaat.
Awaiting Chapter 3...
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