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Hate and Envy (My Torture)
As I look in to your eyes in that picture
all I can feel is hate as they're fixed there,
but I envy you as well for who you want.
I won't give up...even though I know you'll never stop.
But above all else, you don't know who's on my side.
If it's meant to be then I'll get her back,
and there's nothing you can do if it's right.
I know Christ is on my side even though it hurts so bad.
I can't hate you,
even though I can't stand the person you are.
I don't envy you,
because that will never be who I am.
Right now there's nothing I can do,
but sooner or later karma is gonna get you.
This is how I feel right now.
I hate you, and I just don't know how I can get over this.
The Lord is with me, but I'm not perfect in his way.
His way says I should love my enemies, and not to hate!!!
So this is me...forgiving you
Forgiving you for something which...
for something which I would have done too...
if I were in your shoes...
I don't blame you...
...so you see...
I can't hate you...
