Hate Myself

I hate myself today...

because I am not perfect in any way.

What do I have to be...

to make people see another me?

I can't stand this anymore!!!

Why can't I open up this door?!



Show me the way to perfection!

Be the light of my useless life.

Wonderful is your affection

that lights my path as it shines so bright.



I hate myself even more...

because in your face I closed the door.

Why do I have to be...

so confused by what I see?

I won't take this anymore!!!

Please help me open up this door!!!



Show me the way to perfection!

Be the light of my useless life.

Wonderful is your affection

that lights my path as it shines so bright.



My candle burns into this long and lonely night.

I can't stand to hurt yet another life.

What must I do to be heard by you?

I believe Christ died for me too!

He gives me light when my path is dim.

Forget about this world, I belive in Him!



Lord show me the way to perfection!

Be the light of my sinful life.

Wonderful is your affection

that lights my path as it shines so bright.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I believe that the Lord Jesus Christ will forgive my sins when I ask it of Him.  I have faith enough to know that he is coming soon...very soon, so I believe I am going to start trying Rapture practice...

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