Blind

When can I see...everything.

The truth or God,

the lies of the world,

everything's so jaded in my eyes.



When can I be...anything.

A superhero,

an angel of the world,

a hero to boys and girls...



Why am I so blind?

When can I see

the purpose you have for me?

Why do I have to be

so stupid in my sin?



I see the paths laid before me,

but I don't know

which one is the right one for me.

Seems like Im screwed

either way I go.

I guess I should look towards the end,

but take it one day at a time.

What right do I have to complain

about this life of mine?



Why am I so blind?

When can I be

what you want me to be?

Why do I have to see

my friends in their sin?

What's in it for me?

Everlasting life in Heaven...



I am so blind that I can not see

the roads laid before me.

Which one do you want for me?

Please help me choose cause I can't see

why it has to be this way,

but I guess it has to be...



Either way I go

I hurt my friends, or Im hurting me.

Please let me know.

Shine your light so I can see.

I know you are the way,

also the truth, and the light,

but I really must say

that some things just don't seem right...



I am to blind to see

the roads in front of me.

What purpose do you have for me?

Why do I have to be

so stupid in my sin

when I know with you I'll win?!!!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Something has recently come up in my life...I don't know whether or not it's what God wants for me, but it seems like either way I choose, somebody gets hurt...I don't know what to do except pray...

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