About You

The touch of your hand.

The smell of your hair.

The feel of your breath on my skin...

All of these are things i miss about you.

 

The way that you talk

when you tell me that I'm being an asshole.

Oh that look in your eyes...

All of these are things i miss about you...

 

But they're not what matters!

They're not the deep feeling inside that i get by just being around you.

They're not the damn butterflies you give me in my gut too.

Now i can't feel them anymore...without you...

but baby i still care about you.

 

There's nothing i want more right now

than that which i can't have because

someone else stole it somehow,

and i know what it was.

I know I'm missing out...

I hate that I'm not enough...

 

The way you look at me when I'm out of my mind.

It turns me around without you even trying.

But i don't get that anymore...

I wish you'd open that door...

 

But that isn't what matters!

They're not the deep feeling inside that i get by just being around you.

They're not the damn butterflies you give me in my gut too.

Now i can't feel them anymore...without you...

but baby i still care about you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I hate this feeling. I hate it with everything i am. I hate feeling like I'm not enough. I hate feeling worthless. I know I'm not. I know I'm worth it, but I'll never get that chance now. That makes me feel worthless even when i know I'm not.

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