Everyday I'm fighting this battle in my head
Everyday I feel it once again
Will I wake up okay or feeling worthless
I can see how people stop thinking it's worth it.
It's not something one can control
Or even really anything that you know
Hard for others to see the words within
It's not easy to forget my sins
Nobody ever comes by this feeling naturally
Everyone thinks it's fake but actually
It's all that runs through my head most days
Jesus is all that seems to keep me sane.
Hating myself for no reason
Realizing that God loves me in all seasons
The only thing that makes sense to me
Is that Jesus made me blind so I'd finally see
All this time I've hated myself for my sins
Jesus loved me the whole time through this time again
It's time to stop fighting this battle, but to win
As He carries me yet again through this war within