As I sit here deep in my thoughts
I can't think of a damned thing to say.
It seems to me like you're slowly drifting away
And I surely don't want that.
So there is one thing which I've sought
One thing that I wish to be
With all that is within me
But you don't seem to know where I'm at.
The moment that I almost won, but not
Since then, you seem a little farther gone
And I am starting to feel like just a pawn
Feeling less like a man, and more like a mat.
Still there are these feelings that I've got
These feelings that remind me of when we had fun
I really just want to be your number one.
Is that really too much to ask?