Every day I'm fighting it inside
This feeling that I don't deserve to be alive
Some days I fight with everything I've got
But that's proving so much harder than I ever thought
One thing goes wrong then everything else follows
Do you know what to do? Because I don't.
All I know is when I see your face I feel better
Or when I look in the mail, and get a letter.
Just to know that you thought of me
Makes me think much clearer so that I can see.
I know sometimes I can be overwhelming,
But I miss you so much then that I can't help it.
I've been trying everyday to not be a mess,
But sometimes it's hard not to be in my head.
God there's only one way I'm getting out.
I've never used the easy way, and I ain't starting now!
I don't know what I'm gonna do,
But ill be standing right here, waiting for you.