Falling Apart

Every day I'm fighting it inside

This feeling that I don't deserve to be alive

Some days I fight with everything I've got

But that's proving so much harder than I ever thought

One thing goes wrong then everything else follows

Do you know what to do? Because I don't.

All I know is when I see your face I feel better

Or when I look in the mail, and get a letter.

Just to know that you thought of me

Makes me think much clearer so that I can see.

I know sometimes I can be overwhelming,

But I miss you so much then that I can't help it.

I've been trying everyday to not be a mess,

But sometimes it's hard not to be in my head.

God there's only one way I'm getting out.

I've never used the easy way, and I ain't starting now!

I don't know what I'm gonna do,

But ill be standing right here, waiting for you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Trying to breathe.

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