I never gave it a second thought
I didn't really mind
That I was slowly going under
I may not come back up this time.
You seemed to stand and wait
As I lost my way and mind
But you swept in with such grace
I couldn't believe me eyes
You poured yourself into my heart
You let me know you were there,
I cried tears of anger and joy
I had no time for despair
You said that you loved me,
How could you believe otherwise?
I really never thought about it
I just continued to cry.
I have never felt so limitless
I can't believe for one second,
I had almost given in.
How foolish had I been?
I dwelled in the dark too long,
Now I finally see the light.
For the first time in years
I think I'll finally be all right.
Author's Notes/Comments:
March 2011.
It's a little rough, I've had writers block for 2 years. Well, this is about God slapping me upside the head going 'hey, remember Me?'
I got caught up in my problems after the whole drug era of my life that I had forgotten about him. I asked one night for him to come back into my life, begged him. And so, he did. He showed himself to me in ways I can't explain. I'm just full of life again. And full of hope.