I'm drowning in such disgrace
Drenched in sweat as I awake
Everything is beginning to burn
Is this a lesson I've yet to learn?
I want to bleed in the worse ways
To the point of hyperventalating.
Everything is beginning to crash
I'm losing everything within my grasp.
Tears cast aside within my own shadows
Soaked in self-loathing and my sorrow.
I've come to a dead end in this wide road
--- And I've already given up on hope.