Itami | Haji

Walking the line alone, I show no shame this time

Seeing each face blur, I have yet a time to shine

Shouts of protest, words of dissapointment -

The scars that I try with all of my might to forget



But nothing seems to work now, it's never good enough

I've been pushed too far and I think I'm giving up

These tears fall more freely, I once thought I was strong

But I'm losing my grip on life, I can't hold on.



With a brisk smile and a firm nod, I let you know I'm okay

But with every passing moment, my consciousness fades away

Dissapointment and doubt, I'm only one person on my own

Look at yourselves, dear, you only see what I chose to show.



I should pick my head back up, I shouldn't try to give up yet

I should accept the fact that God has given me this test

But each face blurs, I have yet a time to shine

Shouts of protests, words of dissapointment -



|The scars that I try so hard in my mind to forget|

Author's Notes/Comments: 

(January 4, 2009.) Japanese words for pain and shame.

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