No one seems to understand the burden I bare
Nor can they see the kindness I've tried to share.
Here I lay, with no love or pride to spare;
Only a blackened heart thats been torn apart.
Now, it seems I have a fucking debt I have to repay
And everything I have to do or say brings out rage.
I'm not taking anybodies shit, I'm fucking through
With bringing myself down to fucking appease you.
So allow me to snap you into reality so you can see
Just what kind of person I've shaped up to fucking be.
Because it's not the goddamned push over you've come to know
More so like a person who decided to finally change and grow.
I'm terribly sorry if you think you know me, you're mistaken
After all of these years, everyones fucking left me forsaken.
Everything I've done, it's never enough. I've tried my best ---
But at this point, I've given up... theres no road left.