Lend me an ear, so I can scream my lungs out
Give me a mirror, I want to see myself when I shout.
Tearing at my hair, clenching my teeth so tightly
I'm about to lose it and I'm about to do it violently.
I want the drugs, the alcohol and the fucking cancer
I've been running through the dark with no damn answers.
Nobodies ever going to really be there anymore, yet, I go on;
But one of these days, I won't be able to fucking hang on.
You're wondering to yourself how I've changed so much
I'm done walking through this life, caring and giving a fuck.
No ones ever given me the benefit of a fucking doubt ---
And yet, I sat there, breathing so heavily, in and out.
I don't need any favors, I don't want anybody near me
Keep your hands to yourself, I'm not that fucking easy.
These scars I bare are forever, they'll never heal ---
So I'm sorry if I'm not giving you trust, you'll learn to deal.
I've lost everything I've loved, everybodies abandoned me
My thought of reality is about to become a little fucking hazy.
I'll hide in the dark, I won't fall for distorted kindness anymore ---
Fuck this world, these fakes, love, hope... I'm not gonna hurt no more.