Hurt No More

Lend me an ear, so I can scream my lungs out

Give me a mirror, I want to see myself when I shout.

Tearing at my hair, clenching my teeth so tightly

I'm about to lose it and I'm about to do it violently.



I want the drugs, the alcohol and the fucking cancer

I've been running through the dark with no damn answers.

Nobodies ever going to really be there anymore, yet, I go on;

But one of these days, I won't be able to fucking hang on.



You're wondering to yourself how I've changed so much

I'm done walking through this life, caring and giving a fuck.

No ones ever given me the benefit of a fucking doubt ---

And yet, I sat there, breathing so heavily, in and out.



I don't need any favors, I don't want anybody near me

Keep your hands to yourself, I'm not that fucking easy.

These scars I bare are forever, they'll never heal ---

So I'm sorry if I'm not giving you trust, you'll learn to deal.



I've lost everything I've loved, everybodies abandoned me

My thought of reality is about to become a little fucking hazy.

I'll hide in the dark, I won't fall for distorted kindness anymore ---

Fuck this world, these fakes, love, hope... I'm not gonna hurt no more.

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(August 11, 2007.)

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