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hope deferred

there was an air of whispering

called in a desperate facade

a gentle breath of everything

which lifts the head to nod

and the peace that fell upon me

the grace that filled my soul

spread vastly as a wandering sea

paying neither tax nor toll

what became of squandered dimes

pennies loosed as change

what became of slanted rhymes

which called the youth to age

where tomorrow was another day

and yesterday was quite the same

weeks to come that ever say

"there is beauty in a name"

while moving on were no easy

the ease that came is mine

in letting go, i find i'm free

for now was not the time

there is a loss, i tell you

to her who had not cared

the man i am is ever true

yet my face was not so fair

better now, yet better still

is the man i am to be

never were it ever willed

for lesser ones for me

there is another on the way

which will not take for granted

every word i've had to say

and every rhyme that's slanted

i will not consider her a loss

each her who spited me

some day each one will count the cost

the cost of losing we

no ill will is ever wished

i pray her peace of heart

there are yet other fish

to grant me another start

for when my love is coming

a heart i have not known

she'll be more than all the somethings

that have left my heart alone

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I won't delete it, but this poem makes me want to wretch! I hope the arrogance of my youth can be forgiven...

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