i prayed for a ceasefire,
for a break in the rain,
quietly, of course,
so as not to bother God
going about His busy day;
He quietly listened as i prayed,
so as not to bother me,
i wouldn't listen anyway.
i prayed for a sign,
for direction toward my wants,
demanding, of course,
so as to bother God,
that i may get my way;
He quietly listened as i prayed,
so as not to bother me,
i wouldn't listen anyway.
i prayed for vengeance,
that she would hurt like me,
angry, of course,
maddened at the mercy of God,
who had grace instead to pay;
He quietly listened as i prayed,
so as not to bother me,
i wouldn't listen anyway.
i prayed from my heart,
broken in tears and
bothered, of course,
bothered i hadn't listened
to what He was trying to say;
He quietly spoke as i prayed,
as i listened with reverence
to what he was saying to me...