Neither living nor dying;
just content; but barely
Every day, fades so quick,
because I ignore
I try to fast forward it to the end;
so I can die quicker
The pain in the moment is hard to bare;
and so we drink to help us function
Our minds were not buiilt to for this horror;
every day seems to kill us more and more
If you could just be free;
it would be so easy
the pain and the suffering you taste
would become bland
And you would tire of the sensory experience;
and lust after something less nerve wracking