Judge me for drinking;
but you don't understand
how hard it is;
especially when your alone,
I need the release;
I need to get away,
everday is the fucking same;
this substance helps to keep
the flame
I have no energy,
to form any new relationships;
all I'm trying to do is to maintain,
so I can keep sane
My life like dirt accumulates;
only I can get it clean;
it's my responsibility.