Consumed by Dread

Going here and there,

surfing the waves of chaos,

complete bewilderment

fighting the instinctive dread

of not wanting to be what I am

 

Too  much to handle,

not enough wax in the candle,,

burning down to the ground,

losing interest in the stuggle

 

Everything is blurring

and I am dying,

it is all too much to process,

and I am shutting down

 

Pulling the plug,

no more hugs,

turn off the system

and let it rest

 

Lost in the noise and static,

this storm has consumed me

 

All I can do is dread,

because inside I am really dead,

this suit of skin gives way to bones,

and so easy is to break them

 

 

 

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