I think about you every day,
but I know I'm just wasting my time,
because we will never see each other
again; you made sure of that
I cant love again, because I know I'll
just die again; the pain that has accumulated
is already too much to bear; it would be insane
for me to commit suicide again,
There is no incentive for me to find love that
does not exist; I know the truth and it is that
I am alone and thats the way I'm going to die,
I have no illusions of being happy,
I will always feel sad,
because there is nothing here for me
to feel better,