I am alway fascinated
by black holes,
how they can completely
erase something from existence,
like it was never even there
That is how I see myself,
like a black hole,
people enter,
but they never come out,
they are lost forever in my mind,
All these relationships are pointless,
all knowledge, everything is devoured,
by this nature of seeking to maintain self soldarity,
an image of nothingness,
What little love I have,
is annihilated,
it doesn't matter if still care,
because people choose to eliminate themselves
from me,
and all I can do is watch as they are erased.