Women
did this to me,
they created these
emotional scars
and never apologized
just got up and left
me to rot in a pool of
self loathing
All my work and love,
devalued and erased
with the blink of their thoughts,
I don't want to hate you,
but its hard considering you
will do the same thing to me again,
It takes me a long time to recover from
these events, years, not just months,
No one helps me, I have only myself,
I don't want to be that but thats the truth
life that there is only a lonely death
Love a lie told to think it all meant something
that it wasn't a cold dead heartless world,
How do you expect me to love you again,
when you are responsible for just about all my problems?
you don't care what I think
that was the point to erase me from your mind and move
on to the next guy
I won't be treated like trash again,
I have learned my lesson
I will not love ever again,
I