Living this lie we call life,
doing everything not
to give
up on this dream
we forgot
a resetting
of troubles to face;
days, which never
seem to go away,
Always the fear.
always the pain,
never any rest
from that threat
death: a shadow that lingers
running away from that fate,
living in denial to what is not
refusing to kiss, hating the rot
Always doing what feels nice,
refusing to accept the negation,
a life fleeting away, hoping to escape
in a temporary moment that fades,
Listening to the silence, but distracted
you choose to compose your death,
thinking it is your life, you murder
any opportunity to exist for a purpose
Deaf is what you are, you like to hear
yourself talk, an internal monologue,
an addiction to overthinking, this life
your plaything, it is nothing to you,
Because you are nothing to yourself,
meaning is lost, never was at a cost,
pleasure: the island, to keep you occupied,
so hollow but still better than choosing,
Never paying attention to where you are,
because in that moment you feel yourself
die, so it is better to pass the time, then
to actually feel the guilt of being alive.