I destroy what I build,
and I build what I destroy,
what I write I unwrite,
stories are retold,
adopting different points of view
to suit the occasion,
playing devils advocate
there is no guilt in putting on masks,
because i can never be sure, which
one I'm wearing
behind them is nothing but more masks,
there is no original face;
what is there is not there,
or it could be
depending on your point of view;
who I am is who I am not,
My actions don't define me,
because I can choose to believe they dont;
defintions are probabilistic,
there is no determinacy,
constant vibration and contradiction,
constant shifting of opinions;
I am not there-I am here,
I am not here-I am there,
everywhere and nowhere,
nowhere and everywhere,
nothing and something,
something annd nothing,
sitting on the fence of reality,
but not grasping the constant
shifting modality,
I am awake,
and also asleep,
dead and alive.