Demolition

it is this impulse to destroy and rebuild,

when control is not being satisfied,

to destroy what was believed to be built,

by destroying I can rebuild something better,

try again 

or so I tell my self,

but it is a vicous cycle,

a paradox of envy and jealously,

of love and hate,

one becomes another,

 

Do I enjoy destroying?

yes,

I derive pleasure from ridding myself

from the annoyances of insignificant people

who only seemed significant intially,

but when I come to my senses,

I realize that they are pathetic,

and so I destroy them in my mind,

bury them in a graveyard of hate,

and that is that,

and I do it again and again,

 

 

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