Regardless of the words that follow I promise I'm not bitter
But after all the things we've been through, you became a quitter
I know I didn't give my all, I acted like a prick
And once the wound became a gash there was no way to fix
No point in wasting all these lines in words that deal with stress
Despite the course that ran us through I couldn't love you less
But even now without you here it's hard to say these things
Like buzzing bees inside my mouth the feeling starts to sting
My friends, they warned me not to grieve inside my written posts
They said that if I want you back, to turn into a ghost
So here I have these useless words to put into a verse
I write them down to get them out so that I won't feel worse
Though you may never see these thoughts I hope to make it clear
That I may never get the chance to whisper in your ear
I'm turning all my devestation into something real
And showing everyone, but you, exactly how that feels