I sit here and cry because I am just one
A weight has come over me and it feels like a ton
With watery eyes I struggle to hold
Darkness creeps over me, I start to feel cold
Tears are too many I can barely see ahead
Blood has stopped pumping, so it seems I am dead
Black stretch of lonely seems to swallow me whole
Wandering this life with no significant role
Heavier the weight, now pounding down upon me
Shoulders are staunch, but I'm down on one knee
Pressured to do something that I feel isn't right
Resisting temptation with all of my might
Vertibre cracking from the stress left upon it
Sinking inside a black bottomless pit
No more can be stood, I feel my legs give way
The pressure upon me left me forfeited day
Watched as my life flashed before my dark eyes
Feeling the gathering of corpse loving flies
It was killing me for so long to see her with him
Now that I have let go the light fades to dim
I loved her too much to ever interfere
So I sit all alone with my ever flowing tear
greg,this is so beautiful and sad!but did you love her so much as to deprive her of your love?to leave her to him?~sigh~keep writing Guinivere