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Thoughts Of A Crush
I hated your decisions in life
To play with a sharpen knife
And hopefully get by the easy path
Trying to avoid the wrath
Of the thing in which you adhere
That thing that you have come to fear
The cheese to your macaroni
Your consant fear of being lonely
I hated your preception of me
You stared so long and still couldn't see
The man that you had turned down before
The man still waiting at the door
The man who was searching for a part
The man who lost the key to your heart
Even after you put me down
I picked myself up off the ground
I hated your production of sin
The repeated battle you'll never win
The smoking and the lies
The clever way you disguise
The person that is the real you
The person that I listened to
The person who would vent to me
The person who wanted to be free
Of the life she had now left behind
The life of unforgiveable crime
I wanted something more in you
I wanted something else in you
I wanted you to be the first
To take away the lies and hurt
Revive my cold dead shell
Rescue from my own personal hell
Lift my spirit up once again
And still somehow remain a friend
I had to have something to say
On the very first day
That I met you for the first time
From that day I wanted you to be mine
And for awhile you warmed up to me
But I guess it was never meant to be
I had a clue and then a detection
When you stopped giving me love and affection
It broke my heart to see you go
Made feelings I should never show
But I will not cry any longer
I know I am a thousand times stronger
But if somewhere you decide to change your mind
If by some chance somewhere down the line
I would still like it if you would be mine
