Go to the well that never dries
I've drowned in it before
(but) while taking full breaths
It is a thick, black plasma
of hate, misery, and complete bitterness
Dive in! it is punishment
Punish myself
Show them my gritted teeth
With anger and blank stare
Focused not, with no light to focus on
I will bury myself in sobriety
Fill myself from this well only
Arise in pure anger and hatred!
Wounds bloodier than razor slices
Is this what you want?
Am I truly better?
Should I destroy you, or me?
All paths end in death