Where do I start, where to begin
Looking back at a life of sin and regret
My soul feels old
And I'm not twenty-nine yet
How can I explain my own personal hell
The thing's I've seen, the many times I fell
I regret a lot thats happened up to now
I keep getting up to get knocked back down
And still no one understands my pain
Who's to blame
Myself
So I hang my head in shame
The loss of a family is something I can't let go
It's a pain I wish no one had to know
But every day it happens
Either from no fault of their own or through their actions
But still I stand
I refuse to let this world defeat me
Sometimes I hate this place
But it will never beat me
Tomorrow is the promise
Of a better day
Tonight's prayer
Is that I find a way