It all started out with beautiful intentions
My life with you, and oh, did I mention
That I would like you to have my kids
Just a young buck with a head full of ideas
I just wanted everything to be right
But when we would to start to fight, I could'nt sleep at night
And I know a lot of things just were not fair
It's crazy how things get when we don't stop to care
See this is to apologize for all the wrong I've done
For every time I messed up and hurt someone
I was a pretty good kid, but I still did some shit
That probably had you up all night having a fit
And sometimes I acted like I really did not care
But the truth is, I could not imangine my life without you being there
You did somethings that I could not understand
But I realize you were just trying to raise a boy to be a man
This is to apologize for all the wrong I've done
For the times I acted wild and hurt someone
And this last one here is for my son
If I could have one wish, to see you would be my only one
Sometimes It hurts so bad, I can't stand to my feet
Without you close to me, I am not complete
I remind my self it was for your best sake
But I still feel sometimes that I made a mistake
I'll never hide from you, I want you to know who I am
So I put my faith in the Lord, it's all according to his plan
Words can not define the pain that I'm in
If I had another chance, I'm not sure I would do it again
This is to apologize for all the pain that I caused
Please forgive me for my short comings and flaws