I try,
You lead me on for so long,
Renowned but invisible,
Waiting for the world to end,
I'm still the same,
Seems you're the one to change,
Leaving here for good,
Still surrounded by this evil,
Everywhere I go, there's a scent of you,
The antics of my heart,
Doesn't matter what I want,
Never understanding this neglect,
Hate of love,
Love of hate,
Contradiction never gives me a choice,
Doesn't matter what I am,
Drowning,
You've lied to me for so long,
The pain I endure from my enemy,
Show me what you hide behind the mask,
Deciet and crusification,
Hanging from the nails in my eyes,
Doesn't matter if I live,
As long as I get mine,
Death is divine,
Ignorance is bliss,
Why must I hurt so?
There's nothing left but to die.