This problem I face everyday,
No questions and no answers,
Never knowing the solution's infront of me,
Feeling regret and yet relief,
Locked in debate within my being,
As the hour glass begins to run empty,
Time seems to stand still once more,
As I search for the reason,
Confusion of where to go in a dark alley,
No light to focus on,
Never knowing how I feel about you,
The nightmare I live everyday,
Wanting to caress your face once more,
Yet running away from my cure,
Falling for all eternity down this upward spiral,
Waiting to bleed again to know I'm among the living.