Lost Thoughts of Guilt

Im in trouble now, but I'm stuck here,

Cannot return to the times I remember,

Opening your soul to me, in fear and pain,

Hoping to resolve this conflict in my heart,

Not able to look into beautiful eyes in shame,

I touched but could not feel,

Is this truely the end?



Why is my mind racing down this highway,

A million lives and yours is held dear to me,

All I wanted was to see your face again,

Missing you was always one more kiss,

Now there is nothing I can do to change this life,

Nailing my coffin shut, I claw to be free,



All I want is to be with you,

All I do to see is blind-siding me,

All I do to feel is killing me,

All I do to move is choking me,

All I do to love is causing me greef,



Knowing that the light will never reach me here,

Choking back this longing for shed tears,

Please dont worry about me too much,

I only hurt when I breath,

This collapsing weight on my chest,

Crushing my ribs into my lungs,

Biting my tongue to not scream.

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