Im in trouble now, but I'm stuck here,
Cannot return to the times I remember,
Opening your soul to me, in fear and pain,
Hoping to resolve this conflict in my heart,
Not able to look into beautiful eyes in shame,
I touched but could not feel,
Is this truely the end?
Why is my mind racing down this highway,
A million lives and yours is held dear to me,
All I wanted was to see your face again,
Missing you was always one more kiss,
Now there is nothing I can do to change this life,
Nailing my coffin shut, I claw to be free,
All I want is to be with you,
All I do to see is blind-siding me,
All I do to feel is killing me,
All I do to move is choking me,
All I do to love is causing me greef,
Knowing that the light will never reach me here,
Choking back this longing for shed tears,
Please dont worry about me too much,
I only hurt when I breath,
This collapsing weight on my chest,
Crushing my ribs into my lungs,
Biting my tongue to not scream.