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Nothing is ever good for me

I always seem to find a down side

I'm tired of people bragging to me

About things I honestly couldn't care about

I'm tired of sick perverts

And how they bother me

No matter how many times I blow them off

I'm tired of giving answers

To the questions I hate

I'm tired of getting what seems

Like everyone besides the one I love

I'm tired of striving to be perfect

And I know that is impossible

Yet I still try to accomplish that

I'm tired of making goals for myself

That never seem to be met

I'm tired of being negative

And not looking at the positives

I'm tired of being under this microscope

Because people worry about me

I'm tired of feeling watched at all times

Because people think they understand my pain

I'm tired of people thinking they know everything

When it's the opposite in my mind

I'm tired of people trying to care

When in reality, they just want to know to know something

I'm tired of getting blown off

By the people I want to be around or with

I'm tired of having too much time on my hands

Which causes me to think way too much

I'm tired of thinking of the future

Because I'll never be what I am in my dreams

I'm tired of dreaming

Because those dreams never seem to come true

I'm tired of not being happy

If only there was something to make me really smile