If It Happens Again

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If it happens again

I don't know what I'll do

The doctors did tests

Think they've found something

Again

For the fourth fucking time

FOUR

Why the hell does this happen

One would be enough

Let alone three times

Soon to be four

What is up with this shit

It god damn hell for me

Poor mom

How can she smile

When God is fucking playing with her life

Like some sort of game

We've got it so good

Yet, so bad

I don't know how I'll handle this

Again

Or what I will do

If it happens again

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just another step in this long, long process that seems to be neverending...they think there's more cancer...fuck this shit

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