It's this life I've always dreamed of
The dream is true and I'm living it
Now there's only stories and rumors
Floating around me
Reporters stalking me and asking questions
Show after show
The pain grows
Never will I forget the old life
Or reading about this when I was young
No, it's would NEVER happen to me
Well, look now
I'm here
It sucks
Suicide is the solution for most
I've promised myself, not me
Never me
I will not let that happen
And I can't quit this
It's like a tragety
Like I wished for it
I did, I now wish I didn't