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I'm going over it a thousand times in my head.
The way you looked that one night.
Bright blue shirt,
Beautiful, eager, excited eyes staring back into mine,
As you told me you'd walk me home.
We were too afraid to hold hands.
I didn't know what to say,
Just kept telling myself it wouldn't happen again.
I wouldn't spend another night feeling loved
Only to wake up next to no one once more.
We told each other that this would not happen again.
No more making out, holding, and hugging each other.
No more soft kisses,
No more playing with the hair and rubbing my back.
No more weeks of akward silence
We said there would be no more.
And yet I keep asking myself a thousand times,
Why did we say no more?
I want to hold a boy in a bright blue shirt.
I want to stare into beautiful, eager, excited eyes.
I want to be held until I fall asleep.
You may think it's emotional suicide,
But I will continue to think of it and smile.
Hoping that it will happen a thousand times more.
Over and over,
Again!
